I certainly understand what all of you are going through.
If I may...I lost my Mother at an early age...in 1978 she was only 50.
She passed a few weeks before Mothers Day...I didn't understand why, I felt it was very unfair.
What I've come to find...
*The pain will subside, but we never forget.
*We have all the great memories a lost loved one gave when they were with us. This keeps us going from day to day...as they would want us to continue.
*A day of pain and sorrow is also a day of healing that will make you stronger.
*Ending I'll say and it's something to ponder...
After all the years past, and for no particular reason during the course of a day I may think about my Mother...and I'll think to myself, it is because at that time...she's thinking about me.