boy do i know how you feel!!.....i quite new years eve 1995....i feel like a new person, just adding about 15 pounds.......thats ok though, i would rather be chunky, than sicky!!! ...i got the motovation from my daughter to stop smoking, yours will do the same too in a few years, kids think its yucky!! which it is!! and im sure they will Put the guilt trip on you SOONER OR LATER !!! but back to the point, this is stupid but you cant have a puff a day, you have to do it cold turkey!!!...buy having a puff, makes you keep nicotine in your body, kinda like AA, you cant just have one!! just meditate your mind to stop!!!...having a beer to calm you at night may help, and reamber the craving only lasts 10 min, so jog, scream, take a shower do something!!!!....dont think about it!!! also, have something to help you gum, sunflower seeds( thats what i used)....put a rubber band on our wrist and snap it when you want one to remind you that you really dont!!! reamber they will KILL YOU!!! dont you want to see your kids, kids???
sorry to ramble !! GOOD LUCK